Friday, April 4, 2014

Desires

The moments have been saddening. 
Until i met the one who changed my thoughts. 
This moment has been so scary at first. 
In the open they appear. 
The shaking starts and fear takes its hold.
Submerged in smoke. 
Eyes on my every move.
Noises cutting out all sound. 
A hidden set of eyes. 
Day turns into night.
The hidden requests me day after day. 
Reunited with a worker. 
The fun times don't last long. 
Changes occur everyday. 
Losing my old self and becoming man made.
The desire for freedom with one.
The pains are unbearable. 
The cages are becoming smaller. 
Birds become more scares. 
The fear of the unknown is overwhelming . 
But the mystery is puzzling. 
The feelings don't change my thoughts. 
They just try and hide them behind the shades. 
There's no humanity left within my mind. 
Just a shell of what once was. 
Never satisfied.
It shapes to others. 
One day it wont have a shape. 
Because it will be gone. 
Lost forever. 
Time never waits.